It is been a while…
Yeah, just like that title above stated, it is been while since my last post.
Well, not a while ago I just turned 18, and to be honest I do not feel anything special. Maybe because I know how much responsebility is beign added on my shoulders, and I do not see anything positive in that.
In fact, how can I feel positive? It is just a matter of years when I will leave “home sweet home”, it is not that I see any catastrophe in that, but come on, who does not love home? Well in fact some people do. Some people are actually afraid to go home, they just do not feel “home”, they live in an apartment under the nickname of “home”. But that is a subject I am going to talk about later, maybe in my next post.
The army is really near, in just two years I will finish school and will hope to manage getting into the university before the army, but that is nearly impossible, at least I can hope for studying on behalf of the army. Talking about the army, I thought about being an Army Photographer, which is my passion for now, but again, the odds are so miserable…
Well, until next time… I am really tired…
No Evil
In the dark far from light,
There was a man who was so evil,
He could bite and tear the night,
His eyes were cold and made of evil.
Trough the dark he made his path,
So long ago his soul turned evil,
From the light he ran in fear,
So far away he could not hear.
They were bright and he was dark,
He was alone and kept in seal,
While inside he thought and learned,
He took his chance and signed with evil.
Time past and he came back,
Was it revenge or just pure evil,
He destroyed and burned them all,
The man felt good, but nothing more.
From the darkness she rose up,
Bright as light, and had no evil,
She got close and took his tears,
She said a word, and no more evil.
From that night they disappeared,
Two bright stars now appeared,
Hear me now and teach the others,
Darkness runs in fear, when love is real!
You and Me
Your eyes are scanning me,
Your hands are touching me,
Your smell is filling me,
You live inside of me!
I dare to think of you,
You think of having me,
We had this log before,
The things that we adore,
Do you get joy me?
Sitting on your knee,
And thinking how to flee,
To place you cannot see,
But that’s not the real me,
There is no such thing as fear,
That keeps so surreal,
I can feel, it’s real!
Your heat is burning me,
Your lust is stunning me,
Your nails are scratching me,
You are all over me!
Can you beg for it?
You cannot run from it,
You can admit you did,
The things that I forbid!
Now go inside my bed,
And make sure I stand,
I beg you take my friend,
And make him beg for it!
Walking in Heaven
One blue night I fall asleep,
I got a flight without a ticket,
I woke up in a place of hopes and dreams,
I am walking in heaven,
I am going to meet my dream
But do I really need the things I meet?
I think I saw the ghost of grandpa,
He was kind and and he showed me the way,
We reached a field full of grain, and he disappeared,
I walked across the field, I saw a small peaceful house,
I opened the door, and I saw the reason of my flight,
And I thought to my self, living a dream, is better then dreaming,
I am walking in heaven,
I am going to meet my dream,
But do I really need the things I meet?
A short while after, I came down from heaven,
And I said to my self, it is a flight that I will never forget,
But I hope that there is no more free tickets left.
And here we go again…
After a big break, and a heavy artistic crisis, I have decided that I should return to writing.
To be honest, I do not know where all of my passion has gone, and why I have stopped writing, but something strange happened inside my mind, some kind of a overload, or maybe a temporarily shutdown.
I hope this is all over, and I will start to write great lines again.
