My dreams
In my dreams I die a thousand times, in various of ways, in such ways that a normal man just cannot imagine to him self, I am not saying that I am mad or out of my mind, but for the past few years, I began to think, that something is wrong. In my dreams, I can be alone, and hopeless, I can be alone but surrounded by people, some that I know, and some that I do not. More often I dream about death, most of the time death in my dreams occurs after a period of time that I spent alone, surrounded or not by people. Sometimes it is a girl, sometimes I just fall into my own eyes, my beautiful blue eyes, as some people say. Sounds suicidal indeed, but no, I do not think about killing my self, the only thing I want is to find the answers I am looking for in my dreams, I am always in search for something, something so unique that I have to die for in the end of each and every dream.
